[He gives Billy another weak smile. He knows they'll still be friends, whatever happens, but right now he kind of wants his boyfriend and he can't have him.
At the same time, Billy is still Billy, and he owes him something for that. He makes himself smile a little more normally, although he's still not quite sure he can meet Billy's eyes.]
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[He gives Billy another weak smile. He knows they'll still be friends, whatever happens, but right now he kind of wants his boyfriend and he can't have him.
At the same time, Billy is still Billy, and he owes him something for that. He makes himself smile a little more normally, although he's still not quite sure he can meet Billy's eyes.]
...Love you, okay?